i cried today...

i cried today.... when i was singing at the choir practice.
He Leadeth Me, O Blessed Thought.... this is top 3 of my favourite song in my life at Hananiah's Choir. that's not new for me, i sang it many years before.... i think about 8 years ago?? i love the melody and the lyrics.... it touches my heart again and again. i had ever thought of using this song at my funeral.... coz in the verse 4, it says when my task on earth is done, by God's grace, the victory's won. And death's coldwave i will not fear. Since God through death is leading me.... it's really suitable for a funeral, we won't fear on death because we know where are we going to.
Also it says what ever i do, wherever i be, God's never forsake me, HE's leading me.... no fear for me to go the working holiday backpack trip.... God will protects me.
Even i may in danger... i may die... but i think i still got lots of things not done yet, God still need me to work for HIM, rite?!
i'm so blessed that i can have a chance to offer this song to God before i have the trip. it's touches my heart again. this time i even have stronger feeling.... when we rehearse this song, i wept.... i tried to control my emotions..... i seems saw  our conductor Ms Law was drying her tears too..... in the middle part, the score became blur.... too many tears in my eyes.... running nose finally....
i think God loves me so much ;)

i told Ms Law when we met again b4 leaving the church. she said being a choir member is so good because we can be blessed by the lyrics. yes, totally agree because i'm a slow reader, i can't read too much Bible, but the hymns help me a lot. i'm always fed by the lyrics.


the above sound clip was taken at the choir practice... exactly the time i cried ...
click here for the traditional version and lyrics, just FYI...