Mama, i miss u badly...

this morning,i'd been to Wesley Church that i attended last Sun. since i missed the train, i took another train which made me late for abt 10mins. when i was arrived, it's already children time section. Since today is mother's day, they arranged a Mum with her two daughters sat at the little stage with the pastor. the pastor asked the daughters how good her mum is...
after that, the pastor asked us to think of one good thing that our mum is and shared to those around us... since there's not many ppl in the church, we are not sat closed to each others, when i looked around, seems the one beside me feel shy to share, so i juz kept it in my mind...

my mum fully support my decision... the decision for working holiday. although she worries abt me, cares my needs, safe or not? she still support me and did a lot of preparation b4 i go. she asked her colleagues who also had working holiday b4, bought things for me, given me fincial support.........etc.

and i think working holiday is different with studying, studying is juz stay at one place and have teachers and classmates to take care. working holiday is really enjoying backpacking life, to roam about, no one can expect how the working life would be... so u know how would my mum worries on me??
and i was chatting with my sister using msn video chat, i saw mum is still working for me, she's packing my stuff back to the cabinet... she should be saw my room in a mess and tidied up for me... how good my mum is!!

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after that, we sang a song....

God gave mothers to protect us,

and to guide us in love's way.

They were with s fromour cradle,

teaching us to watch and pray.

Precious Saviour, bless our mothers;

or our mothers' memory.

Precious Savious, help us honour

those who gave us love so free..................

i sob afterwards.............
tears full my eyes..... dropped...
miss my mum badly... feel so sick.... home sick ;(

after i finished work, i made a phone call to home, Dad answered the phone and told me Mum possibly got a function now, i've better call them tonite while they are having dinner together... okay...